dumbfuck

i know i'm being such a dumbfuck by waiting. i know i should be moving on and looking for others.
but no, i really cant do it. my love for you is really strong. and after what you said to me yesterday and after what had happened these few days, my love for you has grown much stronger. i really wish that you can make your decision real soon because i cant stand to wait any longer. its really difficult for me . i cant bear to see you being happy with that bloody fucker. pls..... i'm begging you.... i cant wait any longer..... pls... :'( dont play with my paperheart.
12/15/2008 10:41:00 PM

goal scored!